Before the summer started, the thought of having to live at home again was unpleasant and unwelcome. I hadn't lived at home for a couple years now and I thought my self to be an adult and independent. I didn't want to feel like a child again and I didn't want to be dependent on my parents.
However now, I miss my home. I miss my dog. I miss my mom. I miss the comfort of always having my family around me. Change is always hard for me. I get so cozy and comfortable with the environment and people Im surrounded by so when those things are taken away from me I get nervous and sad and uncomfortable. I feel like running away to my parents house.
I guess its the way life is though, constantly changing and changing. Its good to have change. It just takes a bit to get used to. Ill give this house a chance. Maybe it will turn out to be just as comfortable as my own place. Maybe someday I look at those blue walls and get comfort from them.
5 carefully composed comments:
i hate moving too. but your blue walls do look very cute!
Where are you living this semester? It looks like a house.
Change is always hard at first, but don't worry I know (as I'm sure you do) that it will be great soon!
Change is hard for me to. I think we were just talking about this a couple days ago at my house. You'll probably end up loving this new place.
I hate moving too. However, If your awesome blue walls don't eventually bring you comfort, just look at that monster of an armoire and think of how you and your crazy strength moved it all over that room. That is an accomplishment anyone should be proud of.
p.s. my word verification is gastball.
I can't wait to see your new place and blue walls. Good luck with your new semester...
P.S. you mean you are content not contempt my dearest:)
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